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The former NRL star was arrested in December 2021 as one of eight men accused of being involved in a telephone chat line where police alleged sexual abuse of children was discussed and abuse material was swapped.
Six other charges against Finch were withdrawn in August.
Finch told the court on Monday he left “twisted” messages on FastMeet – a service for gay men – as he thought “hypersexualised” users could be a last resort to get drugs.
Finch said his only goal in leaving the messages was to obtain cocaine, telling the court that he was introduced to the service by drug dealer connections.
He said in the COVID-19 pandemic, dealers were not on the roads and that he tried every dealer in his phone before turning to FastMeet in desperation.
“Have you ever had a sexual interest in children?” defence barrister Mike Smith asked Finch.
Finch stopped using the line in early 2021 after he got a reply from a user “who wanted to take me up” and mentioned “granddaughters”, the court heard.
The reply made him realise his behaviour could contribute to pedophilia.
“It made me utterly sick, I was disgusted,” Finch told the court.
“I instantly told him he was a sick f— and to f— off.
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“I just wanted to strangle the bloke through the phone.”
Finch said he was ashamed and disgusted to have left the messages in the hope of scoring cocaine.
“That period I really spiralled out of control with my drug use,” he said.
He had now “lost everything”, was on Centrelink benefits and was unable to find work despite applying for 300 jobs.
“I understand why no one wants to come near me,” he said.
Finch played three State of Origins for NSW and won a premiership with Melbourne Storm in 2009.
His crowning moment came in the 2006 Origin opener when he kicked a match-winning field goal for the Blues.
In his post-football life, Finch has suffered mental health issues and has spoken publicly about his battles with substance abuse.
The hearing in Downing Centre District Court continues.
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