Jennifer Aydin has recently opened up about some behind-the-scenes details of the Real Housewives of New Jersey, shedding light on what audiences never got to see. The reality star has hinted at the possibility of not returning for the next season, though the future of the show remains uncertain.

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A significant indicator of her potentially not being invited back came when she wasn’t included in BravoCon, an event that often signals a network’s interest in its stars. As she navigates these changes, Jennifer has launched her own podcast, TV Gold, aimed at sharing the stories and moments that didn’t make it to the television screen.

During an appearance on the podcast Turning the Tables, Jennifer was quizzed about what listeners can expect from TV Gold that they wouldn’t have seen on RHONJ. She revealed, “Everything they’ve ever cut out in my confessionals that were so awesome, moments that had producers and cameramen trying not to laugh out loud.” She expressed her surprise when viewing the show, often wondering, “Where are all my confessionals? It’s like they vanished.”

On Turning the Tables, Jennifer was asked what fans will hear on her new podcast that they didn’t see on RHONJ.

“Like, everything they’ve ever cut out in my confessionals that were so awesome that would have producers and cameramen covering up their mouths because they’re laughing so hard,” said Jennifer. “I watch the show, and I’m just like, where are all my confessionals? Like, it’s crickets.”

“And then I go out and then people are like, ‘Oh my God … you should talk more,’” she added. “I’m like, ‘Me? Talk more? Did you just say that out loud? I f**king talk, dude. I talk. They cut it out.’”

She then shared why she thinks they cut her scenes.

“You know what I think it is? Quite frankly, I think that they just can’t cut down what I say,” she said. “And I think I talk so fast that I feel like they can’t find a break where it’s going to be a clean break. This mother-f**ker talks too much. So you know what? I was like, I’m going to build [a podcast] so I could talk too much.”

Later, Jennifer was asked who she hopes to be in five years.

“I feel like just more evolved into the person I’m meant to be. And I’m figuring that out as I get older,” she said. “[But] this life that I’m in right now, this chapter is very good for me. I love having my kids around me. I love that I was able to have my kids first, and now I’m able to concentrate on my dream career.”

In five years, Jennifer also hopes to be her husband Bill Aydin‘s “sugar mamma.”

The Real Housewives of New Jersey is still on hiatus.