Aspyn Ovard is opening up about her family’s devastating journey.
After revealing her daughter Cove’s terminal cancer diagnosis during the premiere of Secret Lives of Mormon Wives: Orange County, the Hulu star offered a deeper look at the past several years and the emotional toll of her 7-year-old’s health battle.
“Almost 4 years and I still haven’t found the words to describe the pain,” Ovard wrote in a Nov. 13 Instagram post featuring family photos from recent years. “Our life ripped away.”
The YouTuber—who also shares daughters Lola, 5, and Elle, 2, with ex-husband Parker Ferris—included photos of Cove in the hospital, spending time with her parents and celebrating her 4th birthday.
“Always advocating for my baby,” Ovard wrote. “Every hope and dream I ever had for my family is gone. I still haven’t found a way to cope.”
“Didn’t think she would get to turn 4,” she added. “Celebrated 3 more birthdays since, always thinking it’s the last.”