“90 Day Fiancé” Season 12 star Catie admitted to cheating on Josh multiple times just months after the couple got married.
The revelations unfolded during the first installment of this season’s tell-all, which aired Sunday on TLC. Catie has previously made out with several people while drunk and attributed the behavior to obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD). Although she vowed in the season finale to remain faithful after marrying Josh, that promise did not last.
Throughout the tell-all, Catie repeatedly breaks down when the cast confronts her over her behavior.
“On New Year’s Eve, I was bad,” she admits with a smile, revealing that she made out with four other people.
As Catie continues laughing, her fellow cast members remain quiet, appearing visibly disapproving.
Josh says he is “disappointed” that Catie crossed boundaries. After Edward tells him he is too nice, Catie fires back that her husband is “not that nice.” When host Shaun Robinson asks whether her partying may be the issue, Catie bursts into tears.
“Everyone thinks I’m a bad person,” she sobs. “I don’t like this.”
“I’ve been trying to get better,” she insists.
Catie then awkwardly laughs as footage plays of her aggressively attempting to make out with friends in front of Josh during the season. When Josh challenges her seemingly cavalier reaction, she explains that she is “stress laughing.”
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The full scope of the cheating allegations emerges later when producers bring in Catie’s friends Ryan and Danica to discuss her marriage to Josh. Danica says the couple hosted a rooftop New Year’s Eve party, where Catie invited a “crush” from her run club and made out with him twice — including once in front of Josh — before Danica intervened.
Danica recalls that Catie, 26, then chugged a bottle of champagne, and she saw her make out with two more people that night, including an older man named Robert who is in his 50s.
Josh, 30, says he actually had to intervene when he saw Catie going into the bathroom with the first guy she made out with, and asked him to leave. Catie admits she doesn’t know how far she would have gone with the guy if Josh didn’t stop them, and says it’s possible it would have went past kissing.
At this point, Catie has an unexpected outburst, defiantly telling Josh, “I can do whatever I want. I don’t have to listen to you!”
“I just want to be young and just live my life,” she adds.
When her castmates ask her if she even wants to be married, she bursts into tears and yells, “I don’t know!”
“I don’t enjoy being together, sorry,” she tells Josh. “I think I do better on my own.”
Catie walks out of the tell-all and continues to sob as a producer comforts her backstage.
“I don’t care if I make out with people, it’s fine,” she says. “I don’t want to talk to any of them ever again.”
“90 Day Fiancé” airs Sundays at 8 p.m. ET/PT on TLC.