The former personal chef of Diddy expressed feelings of being “traumatized” and “terrified” after the music mogul was cleared of the most severe accusations in his federal s£x trafficking trial.

Jourdan Atkinson, who claims to have been a victim of and a witness to Diddy’s mistreatment over time, took to Instagram after the surprising verdict was announced.

She said “I do not feel safe. I am extremely traumatized. I do not know where to go from here.” 

In a video post along with a caption, Jourdan revealed she was allegedly assaulted by the founder of Bad Boy Records in 2008 at his estate in New Jersey and found out about his violent behavior towards Cassie for the first time in 2009. She mentions feeling pressured into staying silent, fearing for both of their lives.

Jourdan alleges she was further traumatized when the federal government knocked on her door and then served her with a grand jury subpoena to testify during the trial in May. She claimed the only reason she was not called to the stand is because she “flipped out on the government.” 

Adding to her stress, she claims Diddy’s legal team reached out to her with an offer to cover any legal fees following the visit from the government, a move she believes is “witness tampering.” 

The professional chef slammed the jury’s verdict as well, calling it a “a grave miscarriage of justice.” 

She attached proof of her subpoena as well as a letter to Judge Arun Subramanian in which she asked for Diddy to be kept behind bars. 

Though acquitted on the more serious charges, Diddy still faces substantial jail time for 2 counts of transportation for prostitution.

Watch Jourdan speak in the video below.