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A YOUTUBER who is battling terminal cancer has revealed that she is dying and is scared.
Influencer Jenny Appleford was first diagnosed with a form of inoperable stage three lung cancer in March 2021, but it has advanced to stage four, spreading to her brain and some of her lymph nodes.
Jenny, known as Jenny Apple on YouTube, has documented her battle on social media and on October 29 released a live stream titled “I’m Dying.”
Mom-of-two Jenny, who is in the hospital, said: “I have bad news guys. I’m dying – like I’m actually dying right now.
“I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do.”
The influencer’s husband Kyle explained her breathing has labored.
He said: “She’s here and she can’t go home.
“We wanted to be at home if we ever got this news but we unfortunately can’t they think if we tried to transfer her home she might not make it.”
Kyle revealed that Jenny’s left lung is now mainly covered in tumor.
And he said that doctors feared Jenny’s family may only have “days” remaining.
Jenny told her fans that she doesn’t want to be put on a ventilator.
The social media star recalled: “I had a friend do that and she was in misery.
“She was posting that it was absolutely terrible and she hated it.
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“She was just tubed to a machine and had like this big thing on her head and she couldn’t breathe.”
Kyle admitted: “We’re on the border of switching to comfort.”
‘CLINGING ON TO HOPE’
Heartbreakingly, Jenny has even shared her hopes for the future after she dies. She said her husband is allowed to remarry and fall in love again.
She told fans: “I want him to be happy so let him be happy.
“I’ll be an angel sparkling in the sky. I’ll be sparkling over you guys when you get a glimmer of light in your eyes, it’s me saying ‘hi.’”
The tragic update comes just months after doctors told Jenny that she was only likely to live for six to nine months.
In August, she shared a clip where she revealed her hair was balding.
Jenny said: “After two-plus years of battling cancer, I am finally balding.”
In July, one of her YouTube videos was titled: “We told the kids I’m dying.”
Kyle said that their son Ellis was “clinging onto the hope that there could be a miracle.”
He defended his and his wife’s decision to inform their children, adding: “It takes a lot of courage to be honest with them because it’s a scary thing to say but this is the route and I’m glad we did it.”
Jenny revealed that her daughter Winnie was “struggling” with the news.
She said: “We wanna get her some help because I can’t imagine how hard it is as a 4-year-old going through this … She seems to completely understand — it’s a bummer.”
Jenny’s family created a GoFundMe page and more than $150,000 has been raised.
